| Tuesday, August 18, 2009 |
| New Arrival |
My boy is here. Came on May 30th, 2009 weighing in at 7 pounds 15 ounces, 21 inches long. He is an awesome little man and i love him with all my heart. :) Mama, baby, daddy and sisters all happy well and good. :) |
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| Thursday, October 23, 2008 |
| yeah, I'm alive...lol |
i am alive..i am well...very well...
actually...
i am nauseous, tired and hormonal....and very much pregnant!!! And B and i are both so very happy about it. just thought i would put it here for prosperity's sake...cause I'm sure i haven't a single reader left. lol.
but my joy knows no bounds and i cant contain myself. This is baby number 5 for me...and number 1 for him...and WOW....is it different than all the rest. wonderfully so.
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| posted by BK @ 2:51 PM |
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| Saturday, May 17, 2008 |
| Im Alive |
I am alive. I am well. I am in love with B still very much. I am happy. I am still undersexed and not always content. But its a journey to figure out how to live in this world and not only BE happy but help those around me feel that way too. I struggle. I love. My kids are fine. I am just not feeling the blog. I have not taken it down yet, but i just don't have the thoughts to write. If i ever did find the wither how to post, it would be just seeking a lot of advice cause i feel like i am in new territory in this relationship. I am scared, yet so enamored. I am teetering on a wall..and i just try to stay upright without falling too either side. Slow is the way to go, but i am still impatient. I have not changed. I am so fully in love, i scare myself. Perhaps i will post a lil here and there. time will tell. I love you all!!! :)
Thanks Upton! |
| posted by BK @ 8:34 PM |
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| Monday, March 17, 2008 |
| Top O' the Mornin to Ya! |
There once was a man called McPhee
Whose dick length, in inches, was three
When feeling blue
He'd hang out with McHugh
And enjoy his superiority
Happy St. Paddy's Day to you all. |
| posted by BK @ 4:32 PM |
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| Tuesday, March 11, 2008 |
| Early HNT |
ok, i know its not Thursday...but it IS Tuesday...and well...they both start with T...besides I prolly would forget about this by Thurs. and I'm here now...
bottom line...
enjoy.
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| posted by BK @ 11:20 AM |
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| Thursday, March 06, 2008 |
| poking my head in.... |
ok...Upton dug me out...lol..thanks Upton!
lets see...whats new with me....
i quit smoking ...yeaaaaaa!!! going on four weeks!!!
I dyed my hair red....i LOVE IT...
Its all gooooood. Life flows...
B and I are getting tighter. I think i am finally ready to tell that man i love him. I just feel it in every fibre of my body. I love him. I love everything about him. I want to express it in words. We have been seeing each other for 8 months now...WOW...hard to imagine its been that long. I'm still fully and totally enamored of that man. lol. The kinky sex.....spankings and such....well...thats just put on hold...the sex is still awesome, so i cant complain.
This weekend, he is joining my girls and me for a trip to the naval air show...i get to see my Blue Angels fly...YIPPEE. I LOVE THE BLUE ANGELS!!! Lucky for me, B has been a fan and frequent air show visitor as long as me....so he is just as excited. It should be fun. He is driving all of us. This will be a first for him to experience a day out with four kids...LOL. i know it will all go fine. The kids will be great...they just love him so much. Now that i finally have a boyfriend they like, they are popping off with all the stuff they DIDN'T like about my last one. seems what i knew all along was right...they just put up with him. They never really attachet to him and he wasnt really all that into them either. his lose as far as i can tell. LOL....i told them to tell me WHEN they don't like something...not a year later!!! LOL...but i know that B is the perfect man to bring into a family like mine..B is and will be an excellent father someday. *sigh* giddy again. lol.
ok, i have a new computer...so no good pictures for HNT...sorry.
well...i poked my head up for a second. Now its back to the grind stone for me. :)
stay smilin!!! |
| posted by BK @ 12:24 PM |
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| Tuesday, February 19, 2008 |
| its all good.... |
I feel terrible...i have let you all down. I am just too busy. I miss writting. But i am taking an english class which is taking all my writing away from ya'll. I will try to pop in every now and again....but it wont be very frequent.
I am completly enamored of my man. He is perfectly perfect. I just love him. He is so wonderful, i cant even explain it. My kids are great. My job is...well....its a job...i do love the babies at my work. School is good...but time consuming. things are good...there is the normal everyday drama, but nothing worth writting about. Conflict in my head is at an all time low....
i went through a little time there where i was feeling insecure and not sure about my new relationship....but i worked it all out. Im sure it will pop up again, im not perfect. But the best lesson i learned from it all was that my self confidence and self image come from within ...and no one can change it for me...good or bad. I have to do it myself.
things are good...im just not inspired as much as i used to be. Nothing has really changed, i just am more in my head than out...and all my kid free time is spent with my man...laughing with him...givin him shit....throughly enjoying each other...just BEING....its all good. I still read everyone i always read....i rarely commented anyway...lol...so i dont feel too bad about that.
keep your chins up out there....
i'll pop in on occasion.
MWAH!!! |
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| Communicating on ADULT stuff and life...at least it SOUNDS easy enough...and AS such, those of you under 18 should leave...go on now...GET...:-) |
| About Me |
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Name: BK
Home: Southern, California, United States
About Me: I am just a normal 33-year-old woman, mother, teacher, caregiver, daughter, friend and lover. I love nature, animals, children and men. :-) I am submissive, and alone in the world…seeking out the perfect man for me. It’s a journey of epic proportions and not always smooth going. This blog is my thoughts, feelings and life happenings. There might be some smut, but its not my focus…outside of my head anyway. I am who I am, and I LIKE who I am. I am growing and learning everyday, but I don’t change my core or who I am.
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